Sometimes I feel completely taken advantage of. I drop everything for people and I don’t even get an ounce of care back.
I’m always the friend. I’m never the best friend or even the close friend.
I don’t understand what makes it so hard for people to get close to me. I don’t push them away.
I also don’t understand what makes it so hard to invite me along to do things with you. I constantly feel forgotten, unimportant.
I can’t get these thoughts out of my mind. I recently saw the true colors of who I thought was my best friend, this could all be the result of that. I can’t believe this would make me doubt all my other friendships too.