I’ll love you forever.


The love I have for you is more than the love I have for anybody. The trust I have for you is more than the trust I have for anybody else. The respect, the adoration, the care I have for you is more than I have for anyone else.

I am so proud of you and everything you’re becoming. You have taught me so much about myself. You know me better than anyone else.

Yet somehow, its not enough.

You’re not the one. It didn’t work out. We aren’t meant to be.

You’re all those things to me. But you aren’t the one. You aren’t mine anymore.

You taught me how to love. I’ll compare every lover to you until the day I find the one. I’m scared nobody will ever come close to comparing to you.

How is it that I feel such a love for you that I can’t describe, yet its not enough? Its not the kind of love we needed to be forever.

If I loved you that much and in that way, I cannot wait to see how the one for me makes me feel.

I’m glad you still trust me with your life. I hope that never changes.

I hope our future relationships don’t mess up our current friendship.

I’d be no where without our friendship.

I can’t believe how long its been since I’ve seen you. I’m afraid when I do, I’m going to fall right back in love with you. But I know deep down its not enough, it will never be enough.

I wish you all the love and happiness in the world. You are the strongest person I know. You have the biggest heart of anyone I know.

I miss you more everyday.

Thank you for letting me love you.

Thank you for loving me in a way I never thought possible.

Thank you for showing me I’m worthy of love.

I’ll love you forever.



I think the current dating world is so messed up. What happened to when guy approached you and asked you out to dinner and a movie? All anyone ever does now a days is hang out. Or guys just hit on you at parties and try to stick their tongues in your mouth. No, I’m a woman and I deserve respect. I want the guy to open my door and pay for my dinner not open the bottle of alcohol he paid for. Where did the chivarly go? I don’t want to be hit on over facebook or booty called over text messages. I’ve said I’m not sure I believe in love, especially at my age, but I don’t think this dating world is right. Don’t get me wrong though, I’m not just bashing the men. I know plenty of girls who send nude pictures and use their bodies for lots of things. I think I’m an old soul, I want to dress like I’m in the twenty’s and maybe even date in that way too.