I realize I talk about change a lot. I think it may be because in my life right now I am going through a lot of changes. For as long as I can remember, I’ve had a boyfriend or seeking someone. I made the decision a few months ago that I would remain totally single and carefree for a long time.
So far I have being having the time of my life and loving my independence. It is still all very new to me. Its weird that when I come back home at night, I dont have someone to talk to until I fall asleep. I’m not saying I miss that or want that, its just not my normal. Nothing about this life is.
I am more in love with myself than ever. I don’t need or want a man to be the reason I feel good about myself. Since I have decided to be carefree, I am so much more fun. I’m more outgoing and can be pretty obnoxious, but I am enjoying every last second of it. The changes in my life have made me learn so much about myself. I want to feel this way about myself and life forever.