Best Friend.

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It dawned on me today. I finally figured out when it hit me you weren’t the one for me.

You told me I wasn’t you’re best friend. 

How were you in love with me if I wasn’t your best friend?

How could I possibly spend the rest of my life with someone who doesn’t consider me their best friend?

I couldn’t.

And I didn’t.

The person I am going to end up with will be my best friend and I will be his.

No ifs, ands, or butts.

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I’ll love you forever.

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The love I have for you is more than the love I have for anybody. The trust I have for you is more than the trust I have for anybody else. The respect, the adoration, the care I have for you is more than I have for anyone else.

I am so proud of you and everything you’re becoming. You have taught me so much about myself. You know me better than anyone else.

Yet somehow, its not enough.

You’re not the one. It didn’t work out. We aren’t meant to be.

You’re all those things to me. But you aren’t the one. You aren’t mine anymore.

You taught me how to love. I’ll compare every lover to you until the day I find the one. I’m scared nobody will ever come close to comparing to you.

How is it that I feel such a love for you that I can’t describe, yet its not enough? Its not the kind of love we needed to be forever.

If I loved you that much and in that way, I cannot wait to see how the one for me makes me feel.

I’m glad you still trust me with your life. I hope that never changes.

I hope our future relationships don’t mess up our current friendship.

I’d be no where without our friendship.

I can’t believe how long its been since I’ve seen you. I’m afraid when I do, I’m going to fall right back in love with you. But I know deep down its not enough, it will never be enough.

I wish you all the love and happiness in the world. You are the strongest person I know. You have the biggest heart of anyone I know.

I miss you more everyday.

Thank you for letting me love you.

Thank you for loving me in a way I never thought possible.

Thank you for showing me I’m worthy of love.

I’ll love you forever.